Attitude towards writing.

As you can see from my blog URL, you can conclude that my attitude towards writing is a negative one. Since young I have problems with spellings in my native language. I had always been teased by my relatives about my funny spellings. I guess this is the beginning of my fear towards writing. Since then I am not confident with my writing ability even though its not my native language but English or Chinese. I know writing has many advantages thus I hope one day, something or someone, would destroy this "wall" of fear of writing in me and encourage me to express myself better in writing.